Monday, May 12, 2008

Upgrade

What is new in life? Definately is the UPGRADE...i hv upgraded myself became a mother of lovely Oscar and my weight has upgraded too, from S to L now!! oh..can skip size M.ummpp..not tat bad huh!..OMG when am i gonna get back my pregnancy shape?? some said 6 mths to a year, wat the !!! I can't wait tat long but i can't go on diet as i am breast feeding, i need to have enuff for my little one, i can't and am not going to slimming centre as i had a c-section, can't do it so soon plus i dun feel like spending thousands on it....only option left is work out at but its take times too! Btw some friends and relative told me not to worries of my body shape coz if i'm planning for another baby i should go for it now then oni keep ur body slim later. Sound like a good planning but dun feel like wanna get myself pregnant so soon!! get pregnant is easy, deliver baby also easy but taking care of baby is very difficult. ( if you think working for ur boss is difficult well..wait untill you workur baby then u know)

Anyway, i am considered very lucky coz i have a very good husband that can and willing to take care of Oscar, well..come to taking care of baby..he is much better than i do. I dun feel ashame but proud of it. My husband can do it and he is good at it !!! Besides, it is good to have mother in law to stay with me during these period, she is not only taking care of the baby but also help me thru during confinment periods, eventhough there are many rules to follow but i only followed those tat is acceptable and make sense to me, of coz couldn't run away with some domestic issues that happened btw us..well this wasn't a big deal coz the most important is my baby is well!

My mum asked me a very good question, Do u now know how's mother feel? My answer to it, is Yes. Prior to become a mother, i tot i know how's mother feel and i was wrong, until now i only can understand it. So..mum you are the best! Happy Mother's Day!